Frustrated!
Written by Anurag Bhateja on May 16, 2009 – 7:19 pm -
Life sometimes bring a point in life when you become more and more frustrated by the things you have done and others are doing with you. Your whole life is full of friends and some very close to your heart, so close that others can not fill or occupy that space. When these friends start talking in a way that hurts you, is the worst phase of life.
I have crossed 24 years of my life and now moving to 25. If I calculate in next 3 and half months approximately. What I have learned in such a long period of time is, if you care for someone you are a big time jerk. Friends normally do not make you feel bad but on some stage they just do not want you to disturb them because YOU CARE. Because you show care and love which you think they deserve, which you think you have right to show especially to those friends which are “the close one” to your heart.
In my life I came across many people and had quite good relations with some of them. So good that I was there for them in any time of the day but whats the result? I always prove myself a stupid piece of junk who is totally unwanted. I don’t understand after being so caring for friends, in end, why I prove myself to be the same as old an then repeat the thing again!
Every year, every time I am proved to be the most stupid person only because I care for you my friend. Life is so short and loving someone is a beautiful feeling. The feeling which is awaited in everyone’s life and when it comes it can make you the happiest person in life. The feeling can be for a lover or a friend (but a closer one). When you love her so much that you get tense when she is tense the climax comes and then…. you are again on the floor to collect the pieces of your heart because the person have so many friends other than you and closer than you.
Thank you again my friend! For teaching me the same which everyone tried to teach me. But I will not stop admiring you and adoring you for being in my life. Someday I know, you will feel that I was the one who tried to make you happy. I may not be the good looking, charming or have so cool nature to match with your “close friends” but I am not that bad also.
For you, I am here but will not message you or buzz you again even if I find you in a bad mood or you are mad about something. I am leaving you on your own and will wait for the time when I think I can buzz you or disturb you for something or you think the same to disturb me (though I wont feel disturbed at all)
Thanks again for making few months of my life so beautiful and thanks for that drop I just found. I know you will read this.
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By Dum on Oct 16, 2009 | Reply
God doesn’t ever given a life examination to His Creature out of his power….
By akira07 on Oct 17, 2009 | Reply
@Dum
I ever hear about that statement before, and i’m agree
So, all problem is have solution, right? The rest is up to you (human), run away of face it?