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I am not that mean…

Written by Anurag Bhateja on June 13, 2009 – 9:20 am -

From last 3-4 days, after meeting her, I am falling more and more towards her. I know she has has the idea that I am in love with her and she just want me to stop thinking about her. After coming back to Chandigarh, I gave this issue a long thought. Though the thought was only of few hours but is long enough for me. I had discussed the problem with some very good friends too and really I am feeling much better and clear about the things.But one girl, yes one girl made me to think again. YOU MY FRIEND, I KNOW YOU ARE RIGHT AND SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO GET ANGRY ON ME. I am addressing some words here to my love. Just to tell what I am from heart. Just be patient sweetheart and read.

I know that you have one special person in your life. In front of that person, the guy, the love of your life, I stand nowhere and I know this is literally NOWEHRE. I do not want to say that he can not take care of you and know that if I say I care about you and will love to keep this thought in my mind till I am alive, can make you REALLY ANGRY. I am not saying I am more capable than him or I am better than him. I know there must be something special in him which I am lacking of.

I am not mean. I do not want you to leave him and come to me. I never said that. But you can not stop me from loving you. I am not asking for return, I am not asking you to talk to me or be with me or chat with me or whatever. I am just asking you to let me care for you without any condition. Without the feeling of being a part of your life. I have kept a deep place in my heart just for you. You will remain there forever. I do not want you to even look at me when I am around. I just want you to let me see you. Let me have the feeling to be around you and baby you won’t even come to know that I am around.

Someday, soon, I will come and tell you silently that you are the one. Yes, you are the one for whom I care so much. Despite of the fact that this may make you too angry on me but hey, I am a sweet friend sweet enough to get angry on. .

Anyway, what if tell you that I have already said this to you today only? What if you come to know that you already scolded me for being so caring for you. What if you think of the chat we had just gave me a chance to show my love? Yes, I am still in love with you sweetheart. I am going to tell you someday. Someday when I feel that you wont kill me for loving you. But hey, feel free to kill me . Just smile. That will be enough .

Love you and yes, I do care for you.

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