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Meeting You Made Me Happy.. Thank You :)

Written by Anurag Bhateja on June 11, 2009 – 10:20 am -

I am in Amritsar right now. Last night I was missing this admin panel of my blog a lot. The reason was the total turnoff of my mood after meeting you and recalling each and everything again. I am left with no choice but to write here and express my feelings.

I am in your city my dear. I know it is now confirmed that you are in a relation and there is almost no hope for me. Still, meeting you was the happiest moment of my day. I really loved the way you were looking yesterday. So beautiful, so sweet and as usual so caring. You know, I was about to tell you that you are the one but how can I think of hurting you sweetheart.

I know it is going to be really hard for me to move and keep on talking to you without letting you know that I love you so much. I know writing all this here will not only make a chance that you come to know whom I was pointing yesterday but there is chance that you get angry for sometime. But I still want to say whatever is in my heart.

I am not that bad guy, I told you. And I will prove that I am a good human being. I won’t hurt you by creating unnecessary problems in your life but will keep looking for you in my whole life. I am not going to spoil your life that is for sure. If God become so rude that he do not allow you in my life, I will keep on struggling against his wish to get you. I know its very hard and the steps which I am going to take can be a bit harmful for me. But I do not care much now.

I am not in mood to keep everything that secret and will keep on bugging something here and there to make sure you get some hint every moment you think of me. I know my sweetie is not so dumb to avoid the signs .

You asked me two days back if I was behind that deed but I clearly refused but hey! You at least thought that I can do such thing! That’s more than enough for me and yes I was the culprit haha. That was not a mistake sweetheart, not at all. Yesterday I took my cam intentionally when I came to meet you as I wanted some pictures but somehow my heart was not allowing me to do so. I just wanted to look at you and keep tracing your face in my mind so that whenever I close my eyes I can see you. I told you that you were looking so sweet and the blush I saw on your cheeks was a happy moment .

This blog will bring some problems for me as now will keep on bugging things about you and how much I am in love with you. I do not know why God sometimes enjoy playing games with me but this time I am ready to be an integral part of his show and will show him that in end he has to give some good end note. I can be naughty, I can be nasty and even can be mad enough to make every situation unthoughtful for myself. But I will make sure that I won’t hurt you in any case. Few days back, when you were spending time with him, I was digging myself to see where exactly I am standing right now. The situation I come to know about is the main reason behind coming to your city. I started missing you so much that I was left with no other choice to make a plan and find a reason to come and see you. I am sure you got the hint yesterday and now you will literally force me to stop thinking about you. Moreover YOU HAVE ALREADY SAID THAT.

But try to keep yourself on my place and think how can I just stop thinking of you. You can not just come and stop me of drawing your smiling face in my mind. If you do not want me in your life I am not going to force you at all. But think of it in this way once. If in future you come to me and say that “Anurag, I am with you for rest of my life” and at that time I can not say yes, how would you feel? Terrible! right? NO. This won’t happen. I am sure. You will come and will come before time. If you are my destiny, no one can keep you away from me.

It Will never be easy for me to tell you the exact feelings I have right now for you. They will keep on growing with every second of my life. I know when you will read this you will think of each and every minute you spent yesterday with me and count the signs I gave you. I know you will. You will come to know how deeply I am in love with you and want you in my life. That’s unfortunate for me that I missed the chance to say the “three words” by just few hours.

With loads and loads of “LOVE”. Yes, it is love. No crush, no infactuation. PURE AND DEEP LOVE. Happy to be in your city sweetie. Really thanks for calling me and meeting me. Though I know I bugged a lot yesterday .

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