Quite Disappointed…
Written by Anurag Bhateja on July 24, 2009 – 12:57 am -This may be just a feeling or may the same mood swings which keep on coming and going from last many months. But at this moment I am feeling too much disappointed for many reasons. I do not know how to react so may not react on this issue. Though I want to react in very brutal way, so bad that I can ruin many relationships which may be almost ruined or I am myself trying to get on line.
About a month ago, I confessed in front of the girl whom I love that I love her which turned to be a disaster and she is avoiding me from that very day. For single reason I love her, which is dimming, she just stopeed talking to me because this is “making her uncomfortable”. What if I never told her and keep on talking to her and feeling more and more for her? She said once “What if boyfriend of the girl you love, come to beat you?”. I am not doing anything wrong. I am not harming you and never want to do that. That was a feeling which will remain in my heart forever. Getting you back as friend is impossible but remember impossible is “I M Possible”. I know this will take time and I know I should not wait. I think she got angry on my status more where I wrote I won’t step back. May be she took me wrong and thought I want to say I will get her in my life but I just wanted to say that I want to tell you. I want to tell you what I feel for you. May be I ruined everything myself.
My dearest friend is going to Canada for three long years. From last four years, I have spent maximum time with her. We watched movies, enjoyed bike rides, a lot of pool games, exploring new places, photography, coffee at CCD and a lot more but I do not know what I am going to do now after she leaves India. I do not want to stop her but going like this is making me feel like she won’t be available at the time of my marriage which is making me more uncomfortable. I know I will make her come to India to attend the biggest day of my life but still some fear is always there.
There is a friend whom I admired and always been there for him. For what? For neglecting me? For making me feel that if I am not going to do work for him he will just throw me out of the plans? Huh! I do not care. I do not care if he do things without me as I do not need publicity from his side. Every time I tried to make the way with him I always got into some trouble and still helped him a lot in his work. Are you listening my friend? Despite of the facts that are happening in my life, despite of all the tortures your contacts showered on me, I helped you in many ways. In many things and sometimes even without charging anything. Do you remember when I didn’t care of my sleep just to make sure you do not loose work? Do you remember those days when I helped you just to save your job and you got such good remarks from people on your work? Damn you! Now you are joining hands with someone else who has met you just few days back? Whatever!!
Despite of the fact that I have helped hell lot of people and still helping each and every person whom I can, I am getting nothing but problems in return. Sometimes I feel I can not help being “good” and need to be bad or even worst. Being emotional is not the way of doing work and I am being just an emotional fool from last many years. The first relationship of my life ended very badly and still she thinks that I ruined her life and tried to use her. Excuse me? I was the one who forced you to study and go ahead. I was the one who saved you on many instances. I was the one who was there for you and still try to find that you are alright and feel bad when come to know that you are not so happy with your life. I never used you for anything.
Other than these who tried to break my clients, I have a message for you. YOU SUCK. YES, YOU DO SUCK. Go and check your client list now and see how your resellers are gone from your list. No work from one reseller from last many days huh? Each one of you who treated me like a puppet, I have returned the favor. You tried to bang on me? That is my answer. FU. I know each one of you still wonder why the hell I am behaving so ridiculously with you. Because you tried to take advantage of a person who was helping you.
What else? Is there anything which is making me feel bad? A lot of things. But hey I think for this time, I have enough dose here. Signing of in disappointment.
Tags: Anurag Bhateja, disappointment, feeling bad, My life, My Thoughts
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Signatures or Autograph?
Written by Anurag Bhateja on July 16, 2009 – 12:06 pm -Two days back, a very dear friend of mine, Mr.Vijay Bainsla, sent a sms which goes like “Achievement in life is when your SIGNATURE becomes your AUTOGRAPH”. Being a middle class boy next door, how difficult it can be to achieve this target is easy to imagine. Not much people think of going that far but what if you think of it. As per my thoughts, you should dream big. As big as possible so that you work more to achieve that.
If you believe you can, someday, make yourself at such a position that your signatures can be considered as autograph. I remember when KBC a.k.a Kaun Banega Crorepati, a reality show hosted by Sh.Amitabh Bacchan started, maximum people who won 10,000 INR on the show did not send the cheque for clearance. They got the cheque framed and hung it on the wall in their home. I am not saying everyone can achieve that position on which Amitabh Bachchan or Shahrukh Khan is but you can at least think of trying it out. No matter in which field you are, looking for “autograph able” person is not too hard. After all superstars are not same n every field 
. Refer to Intel advertisement here!
If I get a chance to meet Matt Mullenweg, founder wordpress, I will love to get autograph! If I meet Bill Gates I do not know if I have so much courage to ask him for his autograph. But someday, if I achieve a position being a pro blogger, may be some young blogger ask autograph from me.
I am not asking for something impossible. If in a field which even did not exist few years back, there is possibility of converting signatures into autograph then why not in your field? You just need to be determined. You are no one less than a cricketer or an actor or even some big shot social worker or a business tycoon. The thing is your talent is hidden somewhere inside you. Deep inside which has weight of responsibilities toward family and other things on it.
The only thing you need to do is spend some time for yourself. Dig the hidden talent no matter it is related to your field or not. Work on it. Elaborate it and feel happy for being what you are. It can be painting, singing, dancing, blogging, writing, photography or even being a comedian.
Once you are out of the boundaries you normally live in, you will see a different world. I know some bank employees who on weekends, give live shows in restaurants. Its not easy to be different but it is not hard to be unique. Being on stage and being in crowd is different but remember that the person standing on the stage was once a part of the crowd only.
So go ahead, work on your talent. It can be or not related to your field but its not hard to elaborate what you want to be. Signatures are never too far from being an autograph.
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And you think you know hindi! Right??
Written by Anurag Bhateja on June 3, 2009 – 10:16 pm -My dear Indians! Do you think you know hindi? Just have a look below and then say anything 
CRICKET : Gol guttam lakad battam de danadan pratiyogita
CRICKET TEST MATCH : Pakad dandu, maar mandu, de danaadan pratiyogita
TABLE TENNIS : Lakdi ke phalak shetra pe le takaatak de takaatak
LAWN TENNIS : Harit Ghaas par le tada tad, de tada tad
LIGHT BULB : Vidyut Prakashak Kanch golak
TIE : Kanth Langoti….(best one)
MATCH BOX : Ragdampatti Agni Utpaadan Peti
TRAFFIC SIGNAL : Aavat Jaavat Suchak Jhandaa
TEA : Dugdh Jal Mishrit Sharkara Yukt Parvatiya(pahaadi) Booti
TRAIN : Sahasra Chakra Louh Path Gaamini
ALL ROUTE PASS : Yatr Tatr Sarvatr Gaman Aagya Patr
RAILWAY SIGNAL : Loh Path Gamini Suchak Yantra
RAILWAY SIGNAL : Agni Rath Aava Gaman Soochak Pattika
RAILWAY SIGNAL : Louh path gaamini aawagaman suchak yantra
RAILWAY STATION : Bhabhka Adda
BUTTON : Ast Vyast Vastra Niyantrak
MOSQUITO : Gunjanhaari Manav Rakt Pipasu Jeev
CIGERETTE : Shwet patra mandit dhumra shalakha
ATOMIC MASS UNIT: Parmanvik Bhaar Ikai
So what you say huh?
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